Monday, September 04, 2006

Saying Goodbye is NEVER easy...

Saying goodbye is NEVER easy... even when you know it is for the best. This past weekend I said goodbye to this man. He was my best friend. He was the person I have loved the deepest in my whole life. He was bad for me and I knew it, deep down. For a long time I accepted it because his love meant more to me then how I felt when I was around him. Truth is, after all this time, I finally realized that I never had his love. He had mine. Every piece of me loved him and wanted his love in return. Inside me though, I was loosing myself in trying to gain his love. I was allowing myself to become unimportant, to become someone who never felt good enough, who never felt supported and who never felt like her emotions or opinions mattered. I have had enough!
I AM IMPORTANT!
MY OPINIONS MATTER!
MY EMOTIONS MATTER!
I AM GOOD ENOUGH!
So goodbye dear friend, my love. You have meant a lot to me and I will never forget the journey we took together but it is now over. I will not allow myself to feel hurt by you again. I will be happy!

5 comments:

Dana Brooks said...

Awhh Many hugs to you !!!

Renee said...

Amen Sista!

Sofia said...

((hugs)) That must have been very difficult, but you did the right thing in putting yourself first. So many women would have stayed and blamed themselves.

that1girl said...

You did absolutely the right thing. Hugs because I'm sure it hurts so badly right now. But you will be so much happier later!!

BonnieRose said...

you did the right thing.
Celebrate you!
hugs to you!

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