Do you ever have one of those God moments that just blows you away?

Here it is 1 am. The house is quiet, the kids asleep and I am wide awake. At this early hour I am feeling tired, beaten, just really low. It's been a tough week for me. I have found myself questioning God and His decisions all week. I have been angry.
The house is quiet so I turn on my playlist for some music. I don't know what made me say it but as I went to choose which song to start with I just held onto the mouse, closed my eyes and said "God show me which song, show me what it is that you want to tell me." I clicked on this song. You Never Let Go by Matt Redman. I've always loved this song but the lyrics are really hitting me hard this morning.

You Never Let Go by Matt Redman
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I'm caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won't turn back
I know you are near

And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?

(Chorus:)
Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We'll live to know You here on the earth

(Chorus)

Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You

Just one of those God moments that has blown me away.